Hi readers , I am back , today is blogging about my own slightly expression , a certain kind of sadness . A kind of sadness may involve your emotion , neither your face apperance nor body language , I learned somethings from tutorial class last time , the lecture said you cannot hide your emotion even it is sad, grief , upset , happy , disappointed or even more . Which mean those emotions will appear it automatically , apparently , you couldn't hold it well :( . Well , I am a girl who likes to smile constantly and cheer people up , however,  I unlikely to make myself out of mood or think negatively , but once....

I have no idea the things getting from bad to worst , things changed , people changed and world changed . As the saying goes , no expectation , no disappointment . One of my question is how we can live without expectation? I still believe that a strong desire and belief could be a miracle . so how do you think ? well , things always make us grow up . It's time to growing up. As the stage to be mature , you realize that nothing is important unless yourself . No matter the things going up and down , the first things you must take note is care yourself and listen yourself . Why it is important ? The crucial thing is you will not loss yourself and you know what is your need the most more clear. They will not even care about you because of they are not you , they are strongly resist to communication with you because of they don't even give a shit to you. Although it has gone through three months , the worst things make that be a habit to me. You will realize that there is prove that everything . Those attitude , emotion and heart . PROVE IT . So I told myself stop cheating myself , time to growing up , you are a nineteen years old girl ! already gone . past is past . never try to ruminating the past memories that can lead to depression , yes perhaps it is a happiness moment but it is past. JUST LET ME GO , when I was ruminating enough I will let myself go . I think you too.someone is gonna go , I want you to know , You couldn't love me better , but i want you to move on , so i'm already gone . 

I am feeling a certain kind of sadness ..

She's got a smile on her face and a fuck your attitude , because from this day on, she's living for herself .  

It's been a while . I have been neglected my blog around 1 month since I have nothing to blog . Today I going to blog my different outfit with 5 days. A great deal of inspiration from ootdmagazine and lookbook. In addition , I inspired from some fashion blogger and idol to help me dress up.Initially , I like to dress up especially lace top , lace skirt or lace dress . don't you realise that I prefer the outfit of lace. Try to new look instead of outfit of lace but include fashionable outfit. Huh , how about the sprinkle of beads and sequins ? I wanna try those dress full-on sequins , yes ! shop again. My online boutique BlingILIous-Vivi-boutique do take a look from there , kindly leave your comment or msg at there if you are interested the item . here we go . 

An ordinary baseball tee inspired from ootdmagazine , nowadays , baseball tee can be seek everywhere so that you are very likely to get baseball tee with every's outlet. 

This is my favourite look , This is a vintage look which is my favourite outfit , this is very common and typiral vintage look also. 

One of the sweetest vintage dress with fancy floral that I bagged from Miss Selfridge. This is one of my gorgeous dress which is cheer and brighten up every girls day. Unlike the typical vintage dress but bring pure blue . Alternatively , we could wear the sweetheart necklace and a pair of exquisite earing that may be look perfect.

A differentation look from boy but actually I think boy wear normal tee and long pants it could be a great of perfection to them .